Labyrinth



A labyrinth is not a maze or a puzzle to be solved but a path of meaning to be experienced.
 Its path is circular and convoluted, but it has no dead ends.
 A labyrinth has one entrance -- one way in and one way out.
 When we walk the path, we go around short curves and long curves; sometimes we are out on the edge, sometimes we circle around the center.
 We are never really lost, but we can never quite see where we are going.

Along the path we sometimes move forward with ease and confidence, 
sometimes we creep ahead cautiously, sometimes we find the need to stop and reflect, 
and sometimes we even feel the urge to retreat.
 Indeed, the center is there but our path takes us through countless twists and turns.

Sometimes we are at the heart of our life experiences, sometimes we are at a playful turn; sometimes we share our path with others, and other times we don't. No matter what, we are still on the labyrinth path. It holds all our experiences, in study and in life.

And to draw upon the wisdom of the ancient Greek philosopher Heraclitus,
 we need to be aware that what looks like an end point can also be a beginning point.
 Indeed, in so many ways, the labyrinth is like life.

As much as we do not know what the future holds, we must have faith in ourselves.  Because future is not certain and we can never predict it. But all of us know that with great hopes, efforts and endless prayers, we can create the future that we want.  

You.

 I am not sure what exactly the metaphor means.
But here's my theory.
(Note that I am full of theories)

At times I can be very happy-go-lucky,
at times I can be very moody and refuse to talk.

But there'll always be someone that
can give me the "roller coaster-that-only-goes-up" kind of feeling.

That one person that knows
how to make me feel moody
and how to make me feel better again.

And if you're reading this,
you would know.

Wish?


Some said,
you dream of things that you want.
Indeed.

All little girls must be dreaming of
a fairy tale.
Every girl is entertained by movie
that gives her so much of hope,
a false hope.
She hopes that her reality will
look as good as how she imagines it to be.

I am one of those girls.

Many people say I will never
have that kind of story line in my life.
I second that.
I know fairy tale is not where I belong.

And so,
I don't tell them about my dreams.
But I show them.

Indeed, I can't predict my future.
But I can create one.

May you do me a favour?
Please help me.
To create a wonderful one.


Dream of the future?


If dream is the wish that your heart makes,
then do you believe in your dreams?

Dreams can be hints, reminders,
or they can just be another movie that
you wish to watch in the cinema.

But my dreams
are mostly,
hints and ideas;
how to deal with my life.

Even I don't know
what the future holds,
dreams can tell me,
what should I be prepared for.

& for the future sake,
I am still not ready.

Pixie Dust?


When you are reminded to smile to start off your day,
when you are told that you're cute,
when you are reminded to cross the road carefully,
when you are forced to eat after starving for the whole day,
when you know whom to call after having a stressful day,
when you know who will listen to you when you're all in tears,
when you can't sleep because you're too scared and you know who 
will accompany you till you fall asleep,
when you can share the same type of meal and drink,
when you still allocate time for someone no matter how busy you are,
when you know want you wish to see and have in the future,
when you feel sick when he gets sick,
when you cry if he's sad,
when his happiness is your happiness.

Well, you don't really need to say your love.
All those little things do portray that four letter word,
and they're great enough.

ps, I am still sticking to my principle.

--To never say the three words to any guy, except for my life partner :)

Luxurious? No.


Often people think,
a demanding girl is all bad and is a burden.
But hold on, boy.
Let me tell you, 
the good thing about having a demanding girl in your life.
She'll make you work hard, and you'll be satisfied with your hard work.

I don't want to please myself with luxurious stuff,
nor pampering myself with what the royal people always have.

I just favour a portion of satisfaction in me,
after all the hard works and years of struggling.

And if you think
I don't deserve having what I want after achieving what I what to,
then it's okay.

I will reward my own self.


Surprise!


Well, indeed.
Who doesn't like surprises?
Despite it shows how special someone is,
it also helps making something look alive.

Okay, my point is.
At certain time in any relationship,
you will feel bored if there is no something new coming in a way.
Like a very dull movie, having a cliche story line.
You wouldn't want that.

Hence, my brain is generating ideas
to keep this alive.
Because I don't want a cliche life,
and I don't want to have a need to start something new.

What I have now,
is more than enough for me.

& I am thankful for it.